Maharaj: Which world are you enquiring
about?
Q: The world of my perceptions, of
course.
M: The world you can perceive is a very
small world indeed. And it is entirely private. Take it to be a dream
and be done with it.
Q: How can I take it to be a dream? A
dream does not last.
M: How long will your own world last?
Q: After all, my little world is but a
part of the total.
M: Is not the idea of a total world a
part of your personal world? The universe does not come to tell you
that you are a part of it. It is you who have invented a totality to
contain you as a part. In fact all you know is your own private
world, however well you have furnished it with your imaginations and
expectations.
*
M: You are confused, because you
believe that you are in the world, not the world in you. Who came
first -- you or your parents? You imagine that you were born at a
certain time and place, that you have a father and a mother, a body
and a name. This is your sin and your calamity!
*
M: Within the prison of your world
appears a man who tells you that the world of painful contradictions,
which you have created, is neither continuous nor permanent and is
based on a misapprehension. He pleads with you to get out of it, by
the same way by which you got into it. You got into it by forgetting
what you are and you will get out of it by knowing yourself as you
are.
*
Q: Again, you deny the world. There is
no bridge between us.
M: There is no need of a bridge. Your
mistake lies in your belief that you are born. You were never born
nor will you ever die, but you believe that you were born at a
certain date and place and that a particular body is your own.
*
The world is the abode of desires and
fears. You cannot find peace in it. For peace you must go beyond the
world. The root- cause of the world is self-love. Because of it we
seek pleasure and avoid pain.
*
Q: But past and future exist?
M: In the mind only. Time is in the
mind, space is in the mind.
*
Q: Is there no salvation for the world?
M: Which world do you want to save? The
world of your own projection? Save it yourself. My world? Show me my
world and I shall deal with it. I am not aware of any world separate
from myself, which I am free to save or not to save. What business
have you with saving the world, when all the world needs is to be
saved from you? Get out of the picture and see whether there is
anything left to save.
*
M: My actual experience is not
different. It is my evaluation and attitude that differ. I see the
same world as you do, but not the same way. There is nothing
mysterious about it. Everybody sees the world through the idea he has
of himself. As you think yourself to be, so you think the world to
be. If you imagine yourself as separate from the world, the world
will appear as separate from you and you will experience desire and
fear. I do not see the world as separate from me and so there is
nothing for me to desire, or fear.
*
Q: So many saints and mystics lived and
died. They did not change my world.
M: How could they? Your world is not
theirs, nor is their yours.
Q: Surely there is a factual world
common to all.
M: The world of things, of energy and
matter? Even if there were such a common world of things and forces,
it is not the world in which we live. Ours is a world of feelings and
ideas, of attractions and repulsions, of scales of values, of motives
and incentives, a mental world altogether.
*
To be free in the world, you must die
to the world.
*
Your weakness is due to your conviction
that you were born into the world. In reality the world is ever
recreated in you and by you.
*
Q: How can it be? A child is born into
the world, not the world into the child. The world is old and the
child is new.
M: The child is born into your world.
Now, were you born into your world, or did your world appear to you?
To be born means to create a world round yourself as the centre. But
do you ever create yourself? Or did anyone create you? Everyone
creates a world for himself and lives in it, imprisoned by one's
ignorance. All we have to do is to deny reality to our prison.
*
There is only one mistake you are
making: you take the inner for the outer and the outer for the inner.
What is in you, you take to be outside you and what is outside, you
take to be in you. The mind and feelings are external, but you take
them to be intimate. You believe the world to be objective, while it
is entirely a projection of your psyche.
*
M: Of course. Once you accept time and
space as real, you will consider yourself minute and short- lived.
But are they real? Do they depend on you, or you on them? As body,
you are in space. As mind, you are in time. But are you mere body
with a mind in it? Have you ever investigated?
*
M: Of course we live in one world. Only
I see it as it is, while you don't. You see yourself in the world,
while I see the world in myself. To you, you get born and die, while
to me, the world appears and disappears. Our world is real, but your
view of it is not. There is no wall between us, except the one built
by you. There is nothing wrong with the senses, it is your
imagination that misleads you. It covers up the world as it is, with
what you imagine it to be -- something existing independently of you
and yet closely following your inherited, or acquired patterns. There
is a deep contradiction in your attitude, which you do not see and
which is the cause of sorrow. You cling to the idea that you were
born into a world of pain and sorrow; I know that the world is a
child of love, having its beginning, growth and fulfilment in love.
But I am beyond love even.
Q: If you have created the world out of
love, why is it so full of pain?
M: You are right -- from the body's
point of view. But you are not the body. You are the immensity and
infinity of consciousness. Don't assume what is not true and you will
see things as I see them. Pain and pleasure, good and bad, right and
wrong: these are relative terms and must not be taken absolutely.
They are limited and temporary.
*
M: Yes, when the mind is eager for
reality, it gives attention. There is nothing wrong with your world,
it is your thinking yourself to be separate from it that creates
disorder. Selfishness is the source of all evil.
*
Only the people who have gone beyond
the world can change the world. It never happened otherwise. The few
whose impact was long lasting were all knowers of reality. Reach
their level and then only talk of helping the world.
*
M: The very desire to live is the.
messenger of death, as the longing to be happy is the outline of
sorrow. The world is an ocean of pain and fear, of anxiety and
despair. Pleasures are like the fishes, few and swift, rarely come,
quickly gone. A man of low intelligence believes, against all
evidence, that he is an exception and that the world owes him
happiness. But the world cannot give what it does not have; unreal to
the core, it is of no use for real happiness. It cannot be otherwise.
We seek the real because we are unhappy with the unreal. Happiness is
our real nature and we shall never rest until we find it. But rarely
we know where to seek it.
*
M: The world does not yield to
changing. By its very nature it is painful and transient. See it as
it is and divest yourself of all desire and fear. When the world does
not hold and bind you, it becomes an abode of joy and beauty. You can
be happy in the world only when you are free of it.
*
The world appears to you so
overwhelmingly real, because you think of it all the time; cease
thinking of it and it will dissolve into thin mist. You need not
forget; when desire and fear end, bondage also ends. It is the
emotional involvement, the pattern of likes and dislikes which we
call character and temperament, that create the bondage.
Q: Without desire and fear what motive
is there for action?
M: None, unless you consider love of
life, of righteousness, of beauty, motive enough. Do not be afraid of
freedom from desire and fear. It enables you to live a life so
different from all you know, so much more intense and interesting,
that, truly, by losing all you gain all.
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