Q: The picture is in the mind of the
painter and the painter is in the picture, which is in the mind of
the painter who is in the picture! Is not this infinity of states and
dimensions absurd? The moment we talk of picture in the mind, which
itself is in the picture, we come to an endless succession of
witnesses, the higher witness witnessing the lower. It is like
standing between two mirrors and wondering at the crowd!
M: Quite right, you alone and the
double mirror are there. Between the two, your forms and names are
numberless.
*
To be nothing, to have nothing, to keep
nothing for oneself is the greatest gift, the highest generosity.
*
Q: How does the jnani fare after death?
M: The jnani is dead already. Do you
expect him to die again?
Q: Surely, the dissolution of the body
is an important event even to a jnani.
M: There are no important events for a
jnani, except when somebody reaches the highest goal. Then only his
heart rejoices. All else is of no concern. The entire universe is his
body, all life is his life. As in a city of lights, when one bulb
burns out, it does not affect the network, so the death of a body
does not affect the whole
Q: The particular may not matter to the
whole, but it does matter to the particular. The whole is an abstraction, the particular, the
concrete, is real.
M: That is what you say. To me it may
be the other way -- the whole is real, the part comes and goes. The
particular is born and reborn, changing name and shape, the jnani is
the Changeless Reality, which makes the changeful possible. But he
cannot give you the conviction. It must come with your own
experience.
*
Imagine a big building collapsing. Some
rooms are in ruins, some are intact. But can you speak of the space
as ruined or intact? It is only the structure that suffered and the
people who happened to live in it. Nothing happened to space itself.
Similarly, nothing happens to life when forms break down and names
are wiped out. The goldsmith melts down old ornaments to make new.
Sometimes a good piece goes with the bad. He takes it in his stride,
for he knows that no gold is lost.
*
M: The universal is not aware of the
particular. The existence as a person is a personal matter. A person
exists in time and space, has name and shape, beginning and end; the
universal includes all persons and the absolute is at the root of and
beyond all.
Q: I am not concerned with the
totality. My personal consciousness and your personal consciousness
-- what is the link between the two?
M: Between two dreamers what can be the
link?
Q: They may dream of each other.
M: That is what people are doing.
Everyone imagines 'others' and seeks a link with them. The seeker is
the link, there is none other.
Q: Surely there must be something in
common between the many points of consciousness we are.
M: Where are the many points? In your
mind. You insist that your world is independent of your mind. How can
it be? Your desire to know other people's minds is due to your not
knowing your own mind. First know your own mind and you will find
that the question of other minds does not arise at all, for there are
no other people. You are the common factor, the only link between the
minds. Being is consciousness; 'I am' applies to all.
*
M: Anyhow, begin by realising that the
world is in you, not you in the world.
Q: How can it be? I am only a part of
the world. How can the whole world be contained in the part, except
by reflection, mirror like?
M: What you say is true. Your personal
body is a part in which the whole is wonderfully reflected. But you
have also a universal body. You cannot even say that you do not know
it, because you see and experience it all the time. Only you call it
'the world' and are afraid of it.
Q: I feel I know my little body, while
the other I do not know, except through science.
M: Your little body is full of
mysteries and wonders which you do not know. There also science is
your only guide. Both anatomy and astronomy describe you.
Q: Even If I accept your doctrine of
the universal body as a working theory, in what way can I test
it and of what use is it to me?
M: Knowing yourself as the dweller in
both the bodies you will disown nothing. All the universe will be
your concern; every living thing you will love and help most tenderly
and wisely. There will be no clash of interests between you and
others. All exploitation will cease absolutely. Your every action
will be beneficial, every movement will be a blessing.
Q: It is all very tempting, but how am
I to proceed to realise my universal being?
M: You have two ways: you can give your
heart and mind to self-discovery, or you accept my words on trust and
act accordingly. In other words, either you become totally
self-concerned, or totally un-self-concerned. It is the word
'totally' that is important. You must be extreme to reach the
Supreme.
Q: How can I aspire to such heights,
small and limited as I am?
M: realise yourself as the ocean of
consciousness in which all happens. This is not difficult. A little
of attentiveness, of close observation of oneself, and you will see
that no event is outside your consciousness.
Q: The world is full of events which do
not appear in my consciousness.
M: Even your body is full of events
which do not appear in your consciousness. This does not prevent you
from claiming your body to be your own. You know the world exactly as
you know your body -- through your senses. It is your mind that has
separated the world outside your skin from the world inside and put
them in opposition. This created fear and hatred and all the miseries
of living.
*
When you realise yourself as less than
a point in space and time, something too small to be cut and too
short-lived to be killed, then, and then only, all fear goes. When
you are smaller than the point of a needle, then the needle cannot
pierce you -- you pierce the needle!
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